The Craziness That is my Life

So this week has been crazy so far.  My nana fell and broke her hip, work is insane with May Day prep, I have an interview for a very important aspect in my life, and I am thinking about going back to school part time to finish up my teaching degree wow is that enough on my plate? lets back it up a minute tho.
So all weekend my Nana has been falling down and not knowing how she was ending up standing in front of her TV, Monday morning came and as we were getting ready to leave the house to drop off the kids and go to work my fiancé hears Nana screaming for help because she fell down.  He was able to get her up and back into bed but she kept getting up and was falling asleep standing up.  So before we left the house we made sure she was in bed and not standing up hoping she would stay there till Papa came home in a little while.  As I am getting things ready at work for the day I get a call that Nana fell again and had to be taken to the hospital because of a suspected broken hip.  Fast forward a few hours and it has been confirmed that she has a broken hip and needs surgery.  After a successful surgery she is doing fine just a lot of physical therapy ahead of her and hopefully things will go back to normal.
As far as everything else goes I can't really get into much detail right now but as more information is available I will definitely write about it.

Birth Control HELL

So back in February I got a new form of birth control called Nexplanon.  The insertion was so weird, I was numb but I could feel the giant needle being inserted into my arm and the next few weeks my arm was in crazy pain, and had a HUGE bruise on it around the insertion site.  Over the next month and a half my hormones were going insane, I felt really depressed (for example my last post), and my temper was out of control.  I have been contemplating having my birth control removed but at the same time I don't want to because I am horrible at remembering to take my pill, the patch always used to fall off, the shot made me FAT, and I am scared crazy of having an IUD.  So basically I am stuck between a rock and a hard place.  I want my hormones to go back to normal but I don't want to chance getting pregnant again.  Have any of you had an experience with Nexplanon, or any other birth control that doesn't involve daily pills? If you have please comment below.

Depression, are you real?

Depression, are you real? I have done the research, read the literature and I have come to the conclusion that depression is really real.  Unfortunately I think that I may have depression mixed with baby blues.  I have been the most irritable person over the past two months, always getting into little arguments, getting mad at the littlest things...  But luckily I have found a solution, TAKE THIS STUPID BIRTH CONTROL OUT OF MY ARM!!!  No seriously tho all my problems started the week my nexplanon birth control arm implant got put in.  Don't get me wrong I love the fact that I will be protected for the next 3 years but if these symptoms keep up I might have a nervous breakdown.  I feel so bad for the people that love me most because I can be super irritable.  When I am at work it's completely different, I am totally fine, but once I get home I am a completely different person! So keep tuned for the resolution to my problems because I will be trying some things before I actually make the appointment to get this thing removed!